Written by Sopheak Chheng | 19 October 2009

Sure, go a head and say, you promise too much and never update your site. I wouldn't mind such comment! It's not easy to control time anymore, at least for me. I found it hard to think about what I want to do and what should I do first. Don't you think at some point in your life, all the sudden you realize that, you've nothing but messing around with your head. From day by day, I keep asking myself again and again, what should I DO? Should I do my homework or go out and have fun ? It's like stuck in between and don't know what is the next move. I'm trying doing my best to coop with my situation. So what now ? Fancy life in U.S, no pressure from family, a lot of freedom and I can just do whatever I want, but so what? What is the benefit ? Who will I become after I graduate ? You might think people can change, but remember no matter how hard they try do it, it won't last long. Everyone born with one unique philosophy of life. It is the way they think and live. Nobody in this world living in the same way, not even move the same way. The world is changing in every single moment, but what doesn't change is US! why not ? Because, whatever we did and do, it is us. Whatever you've done and did defines you! Me? Whatever I came through define me, and whatever attach to me, within me, outside me, and related to me, is ME. Me who? I have no idea. Sometime, I don't know we are all ought to learn English. It is such a poor language that in fact limited people's mind and thought. If you speak more than one language, try this. Asking your self in English, who am I? and in another language that you know, ask the same question. Then, try to answer it with the language that you asked yourself. How is that turn out ? Different ? I believe it is, at least either one of them gives stronger or less idea about yourself. My time is out for now, i'll write later on when I am more awake than this. May you find who you truly are!

Written by Sopheak Chheng | 15 July 2009

It is hard to believe that, every morning I woke up with a question in my head " What am I going to do today ? " and the answer is.... go to work, come back chills and watching a lot of movies... this is the rotation of my life at this point. I'm not sure how far it will goes, but i'm sure that I am getting sick of it day by day. Sometime I got really bore and I can't even think what to do next. It's like I'm trap in a box. Nothing is more important than keeping yourself aware of your responsibility. The responsibility that I am talking about is to live in this world happily and try not to harm other personal space... Oh i forgot to mention that, now I'm working in three different places... or positions per se... one as a Lab Manager assistance as usual, one as a computer consaltant which is one of my dream job, and one as a soccer refferee... which i love very much. I am so bless to have such jobs during this summer.... even though my life is like a running wheel that's keep rotating from round to round, again and again... but IT'S FUN!!! Soon.. imma explore more fun activity for myself and I'll share it with my friends and family.... However, apart from that... I have another huge responsibility for me to face.... I have to help my brother pay his school fee and keep him in a good Uni... i'm not sure how I am going to manage to help him pay hundred of dollars every month and how i'm goign to help myself here.. neither..., but I'll do it at my best since I love my brother very much... no one would love him as much as I do, but it is the fact that...i never said that to him, cuz I'm afraid he will take advantages of that... and not listening to my advices... it is the way my culture and trandition taught me not to tell the person that you love straight... cuz it will spoil them... anyway.. i'm glad I got to write another blog post on my site and thanks for reading this. I wish I can know who read this... or you can help me comment on this post as a greeting and make one more friend in your life.